why

does the rain keep hiding from me? it rained while i was sleeping in phoenix. and now it's been raining while i've been in class. all i have gotten to see is the spots on my windshield and the puddles on the ground.

dear rain,

i would love to see you. to hear you. to feel you. so please, stop avoiding me.

it is so WINDY

and over 40 degrees cooler than what i got used to during my summer.

even though i'm only two hours away, i already miss home.

i haven't even gone to my first class yet. not til 2.

so i guess i'll have more to say once i actually begin the school year lol.

i want to have a night like this

one more month of my last summer.

all this not getting scheduled has made me dread going to work when someone asks me to take their shift. i mean, i need the money but i hate going to work. i need to find yet another job. i haven't been really looking though. i feel like i won't be able to find another job that lets me come back for winter and summer break. and i don't want to get a job in flagstaff. if i do, i will probably have to work on the weekends. then when will i get to see my boyfriend? i hate this long distance thing, i really really do. especially when i have to go back up to flagstaff for school.

there are so many things i wish i could change or do differently but i just can't...

Remember Me

if you haven't seen it, you need to.

i know what you're thinking... "but it has R-Patts in it- instant FAIL"

but the thing is, he's actually a human being in this movie, not a pale sparkly fairy. i mean vampire.

seriously, it was not what i was expecting at all. i don't want to ruin it for anyone so just watch it!

on a sad note- summer seems to be slipping away faster and faster. but there's still time to make it memorable.

i will be so grateful when next friday comes. first of all, it will be the first full day of summer. second of all, i get to see my baby again! this month has been so hard and seems like it's dragging on forever. but we've been working through it and i know that all the tough things we have to go through now will only make us stronger in the future.

i am so ready to spend the summer at home. even though i go home like every weekend, i still miss the hot sun and my swimming pool and my own bed.

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